i'm getting there

few days have past and my decission on what to blog is getting closer..some has suggested i just blog about myself and just be a narcissist...so, not wanting to be ignorant and i checked out what does this 'narcissism' is on my iFinger dictionary..the definition is scray! (or least not what i thought it was :/ ) "narcissism (noun) Excessive or erotic interest in oneself and one's physical appearance."

eeeewww...!!!! i would accept if it's just 'excessive' la..but with 'erotic'!! nah!!! i promise i'll try to blog about some other thing other than myself la...maybe like mike who blogs about his interest in bird photography :p or shades who is trying real hard to be crappy as well or danny who is just a good man :) showing me what else i can do to enhance my site by blogging it himself..thanks a lot! btw, these are people i look up to (in blogsphere only that is)

so..anymore bright ideas on what should i blog before i make up my mind?? thanks for your input though :0

till then..God bless!

wah!! it's fun!!! :)

haha...come to think of it..blogging is quite fun!! :) though a bit of a hassle la..you have to make sure everything looks ok when it's published and the picture you take looks good..which is not too hard for me la..since i'm a quite a good photographer :p and the 'focus' looks good too (talk about narcissism)

hehe..it was actually after taking and uploading the pic (my previous post) that i find it quite interesting :) so..it might not be a phase after all!! or it could still be la..but maybe a longer phase :) is there such a thing btw?

till i blog again...asta! God bless!

hhmm..still thinking

wait..detour a bit...i couldn't believe myself! a few days ago after office hour..i find myself reading Xiaxue's website for almost 1/2 an hour!! my goodness! i was so sleepy that day and i have something going on that night and i'm still sitting in my cubicle reading her blog!! :/

gosh! frankly, i don't find her blog entertaining but somehow it got my attention..i wonder how. BUT i have to admit she's creative la..sometimes funny and she's quite pretty also la :) but normally gals who use foul words turn me off (unfortunately she's 1 of those..sigh!)

okie...back to topic..hhmm..i'm still thinking what should my main theme be :) any suggestion from the floor...i mean..you! who's reading now? drop me a comment..thanks lots!

















(me in deep thought..)

Normal questions put on softcopy :)

1.______________ will be what I do during my free time.
2.I would love to participate in ______ if I have a chance.
3.I dislike seeing _______________ happening around me.
4.What’s more important? Now / Future (at least 5 years from now) [choose1 only]
5.If I get to choose, will I stay with a) parents b) friends c) or alone? [choose1 only]
6.My age now is _________ years old and gender is Male/ Female [choose1 only]

If you don't mind, save and send it via comments to me :) thanks a bunch!

I'm succeeding!

i'm succeeding :) i'm even more boring than 1 of the people that i look up to; Danny. haha..but ironically, i'm hating it :/ not really hating but doens't like what the outcome la..so how? what am i suppose to do??

like most famous wrestlers (like TheRock, Triple H, etc..) has already gone thru some major changes in their career..so hey! what's wrong if i were to change the theme of my blog a few times?? :)

thanks to Danny again..he is the 1 suggested that i should get a theme which i should focus on all (or at least almost) the time whenever i want to blog :/ so i'm now considering it and if i should..what should i always blog about or what is there for me to always blog about?!

another prob i face is..TIME! oh man, where do you ppl find the time to blog? office working hours?? hhmm..that's bad ..bad bad...but well, solid 7 hours of work sucks! how to counter it? i think for some of you is blogging lo..and for me..is to read YOUR interesting blog lo :) so keep up the good job, you!

ahh..alright! i shall take the time (until i blog again) to think on my so-called theme and hopefully new things will change..for the better :)

until..take care..God bless!

Frustrations in life!

:( even though you know bad situations happen, even when you know all that has a purpose, even when you are already entrusted all of it back to the Creator, YOU STILL HAVE TO BEAR THE FRUSTRATION AND SADNESS THAT HAPPENS IN YOUR MIND AND HEART!!

Lord, i'm sad and frustrated!
i don't like how i'm feeling now!
i hate it when things didn't turn out the way i wanted it to be.
You are so powerful but yet, BUT YET! why do You choose to bring things to such a state?
i believe in You, help me overcome my unbelieve!
i know Your ways are higher than mine, i know Your thoughts are higher than mine.
to me now, i don't want to have all this knowledge! it's making me feel more miserable!
how i wish i could just question You all that i want!
sigh!
Lord, i guess i'll just have to be patient to see the good out of this. Help me Lord!
i know and believe that everything will work out good for those who love You.
Thank you. Amen!

how people of this generation are motivated...

it's funny how people are being motivated..

it came upon me when me and 2 other friends were talking about those raggings in uni..which is quite often here but not in USM. my frind says that they actually have got a student body to help freshies which we all find that it was good. the funny thing is how the people got recruited into that student body since helping other people is not a usual sight at least for the majority (i'm assuming). my friend then says that the board for it actually has got some minimun qualifications for the students before they can be considered. here's actually where it begins...

even if the 'job' you are applying into sucks but because it needs some minimun qualifications for it..people jump to it. why i say that? 1st, i don't assume the uni will pay you for it and 2nd, if you are really doing it for the credit on your leaving cert..there's so many other activities that you can join that you really enjoy for it (please follow along with me on my assumption that helping other people is not a usual thing).

so i guess those who are in the student body just want some recognition from somewhere and that's why they are in. why, again, i say it? because my friend commented that though they provided help (which is a good to freshies) but their 'services' sucks :/

so if helping others is your main priority then i guess there won't be such comments or even if it is, it will be quickly flooded with other better comments :)

i hope i'm wrong in my assumption :) because actually serving others is the best thing ANYBODY can do towards helping mankind and yourself! why i say this? it's because the best book and my fav. book told me so :)

Should i even try...??

i'm not sure if i'm ready..
i'm still very new to this..
i'm afraid i'll be hurt!!
i'm afraid people will reject me after this..
i think...i think should...get straight to the point before people start thinking otherwise

after reading one of my fren's blog (shadesizcool's)..i'm not sure if i'm ready to publicize my blog. i'm facing the fact that my blog has the standing of the boring-iest blog you can find. but to me, what's the point of writing the blog if you don't have the intention of letting other people read it? at least that's how i see it :/ i think all of us has a little bit of desire of wanting your blog to be read by others and receive comments bout it..

it's quite pointless if those reading it are those whom you eat, play and do lots of others things together..come on! you can tell them straight to the face la! you can choose to write it on a piece of paper and pass it around la if you want to have the 'blogging' feel...but who really wants their blog to remain annonymous?? i'm not saying that there's none but i guess they are really the minority (nothing wrong with that too...of course)

well, that's not me! that's why my title is 'seeing myself in YOUR shoe'..i comment myself base on what i think you (or others) would see me :) anyway, as for this moment..let me fine line it..get a few more tips on how to better my blog THEN maybe i should i try ;)

as for now..i'm happy with just YOU who is reading it :) thanks! may the favor of the Lord rest upon YOU!

till then...

better than nothing la..

yea! finally..again..Leslie has his got connection in his home sweet home! woo hoo...! :) though is a bit slow but well, like i said, better than nothing la..

ahh...and someone has come to aid me..that is Danny Boy..thanks to you!! now i can add picture and have a chatterbox! double yea!

hhmm..don't ask why i choose red..but i'll tell you anyway..coz it matches with my theme :) doesn't it?

today has been quite a day..is already late now and i've got to wake up in another 5hours..the lousy part is tomorrow's suppose to be a holiday, yes to all! but not for me :/ i've got some work to do..sigh..

oh well!!! at least i've done most of my assignment :) that's something to cheer about! triple yea!

alrighty then...to the bed i shall go! till i see myself thru your eyes again! bye...

Frustrated and stressed!!!

wah! beh tahan ar!!!!

it's been a long while since i felt this way! my goodness!! can't work..can't relax..agony!!!!!!

1st, it's this blogging thing..it was my own silly-ness all along..all it took was just 1 click on the refresh button and that will do the trick! but i didn't know..so i took the trouble to create a new 1 (which is this 1) and even thought that it has a prob! but it's not! it just wasn't refreshed! why oh why!!!

then, it's my course assignment! only when i'm almost done with it..i realise i didn't quite do it the right way :/ now i have to reread all over and make the changes which is very frustrating to me! aarrrgghh...!!!!!!!!!

Lord, i want to sleep during my working hours...can or not??! :(

Testing??!!

can anyone help me out?! how do you actually insert a photo beside the 'About Me'? and also beside your 'Title'?

Thanks a lot! oh, might as well teach me how to add in the chatterbox too :)

thanks again!

What happen?!

:/ hhmm..seems like i got fedup with my previous blog and now i'm creating a new 1 for myself! then again, as stupid as i can be, i didn't change my address..so it brought me back to my old blog which is supposed to be DELETED!! but anyway, HOPEFULLY this time that will not happen again..

sigh, now i have to retype everything again which i'm so lazy to do :/ basically, i jsut want a new blog because i got fed up with my old 1 and this time i chose a red colored theme just to show a little feminie side of me :)

great! happy blogging to myself!! ooppss...and you too! :)

God bless!!