experiences...

it's 1 thing to read and hear about others' experiences and it's totally another to go through it yourself. i'm not sure if i should count it a blessing or ...too-bad-for-me? :/

ssssiiiiiiiigggggghhhhhhh...........

Lord, why...........why....Lord?!

ssssiiiiiiiigggggghhhhhhh...........

(relunctantly) thank you, Lord.

(a little more willing) thank you, Lord.

(if not, what else can i do?) thank you, Lord!