impatient!...still learning

sigh...seems like i'll still have to wait for another month or so :( nonetheless, time will fly by...fast

it's so easy to condemn oneself..it's so easy to look down on yourself and call yourself an 'IDIOT!' well, that may be a fact but it shouldn't be said in a condemning way. it should have been at least let that fact propels us to improve and better yourself and move on!

but how do you escape from being in the pity party you have thrown?!