Was dead bout now alive!!

gosh!! 30th Jan 2008..barely 6months old..i almost have to bid farewell to my 1st love...my Dell notebook

was watching Dragon Tiger Gate halfway and it just crashed!! why? i don't know! few hours before that i just installed Quicktime and that was the changes.

sigh..Microsoft (I hope it's Microsoft and not Dell) is really disappointing! really at the verge of giving up and get myself a Mac..not just a Mac but the newly launched Macbook Air!!

(deep down inside..i was actually wishing that it will die :p but will still be able to recover the datas tho..so that i will have a good excuse to get myself the Macbook Air :p hehehe)

anyway, it's now been resurrected! Thanks to none other than my Lord Jesus Christ! some how...i prayed and asked for a miracle..it didn't happen immediately so i gave up. shut it down and went to sleep. BUT I COULDN"T! my data, the time i'll have to waste talking on the phone, waiting for them to come and replaced or restore whatever that is wrong..gosh! time is not what i have in these few days and weeks!

woke up from my bed and decided to just give it another shot. same thing on the dumb screen..inset the recovery CD (yes, repeat the same thing but expecting a different result..crazy right?! think again) and wah~la~ the pointer appeared! i thot to myself..wait..i didn't see this just now...(waiting...) and the stupid windows logo appeared! was it relieved!! but not as yet..(waiting)...yes! my desktop pic appeared together with all the folders (pics, music, so on and so forth) FUHH!!! what a big sigh of relieve!!!!

a gd hour of traumatic experience with Microsoft...yea, something they can boast about that Mac will bever be able to give its end users :/

the question remains...'Why am I still a Windows user?'

Posting up my pics

didn't see this day coming but hey, i'm uploading my pics to this website :)

and from there you can see other pics that i've taken..

haha..wonder what would come out of it :)

my heart cries out...

but my flesh suppress it!

my spirit cries...

but my flesh is not making any change!

i long to be a better man...

i wanna be a better man...

but so far it's only wishful thinking :/ coz my flesh just always fail me!

It was good

yea..it was good but it will be better, if not great, if i can actually work it out! but wat's stopping me?! why does it seem like there's something hindering me?! laziness? lack of determination?

SIGH!

truely, wat i do not want to do, i do...and wat i wanna do, i don't do :(

wat a sad fact of human nature...

change me dear Lord!

time flies...

yup..goodbye 2007 and welcome 2008!

may be a little too late but better than never! times flies...i've been down here for already 10months! i can't say if it's better or worse..coz in some ways..it's better..and in some ways..it's not.

LIFE..oh LIFE! when i ponder upon it..it always just make me really sober..and when i think that i'm sober..at makes me feel like i'm wasting my life away when i'm not sober! sigh...

2008..i quote from a fren, "Is this the New Year or just another night?"

And i quote again, "Come what may."

I hope i'm ready to be challenged and shaken and be redefined to be defiant of anything that seeks to push me back!